Guess who has one patient on a night shift?  This bitch. 
I haven't blogged in forever which I'm sure the universe is thankful for.  I wish I had a bunch of life changing events to tell you about, but unfortunately I am as boring as ever.  Still living at home.  Still working at Primary's (for my 1 year anniversary I got a clock. BOOYAH!). Still have no social life. Still don't like tomatoes. Still belting Whitney Houston at the top of my lungs. And I still have all of my limbs.

So that about covers it. Here's a few highlights of the last couple months:

Disneyland with the family.  Mae and Lydia were so fun!!
My father told me to make a profile on match.com
I got a tattoo.
I may have found a place to live....fingers crossed.
People at work request the lazy eye. I'm pretty popular.
Some lady backed up into my car and drove off.  -$1000. not great


So ya, my life be like ooh aahhh.

I only blog when I am at work with nothing to do, and for that I am sorry.  I'm sitting here at Riverton watching the Jazz game wishing I had a book to read or something to entertain me while we have no patients.  I can't post any pictures so this will be nothing special, you can stop reading whenever. 

I'm 21 finally!! I had a pretty low key birthday which was perfect.  Mae slept over the night before and we watched The Avengers before bed.  This girl knows more about superheroes than most teenage boys.  My favorite thing she said was, "Tasha, do you see that?! It's a portable dimension and you'll never guess who will come out of it...LOKI!!"   She cracks me up.  My birthday morning Mae came down and woke me up with a drawing of me and her with all the Avengers and told me to come upstairs for my party.  When I got upstairs there were balloons and posters everywhere.  Mae and my parents jumped up and yelled, "surprise!!" It was so cute.


I'll post pictures later.

#lyfe

4am posts are the best so get ready for greatness. It's practically October which means its practically November which means its practically my birthday which means I'm practically 21. Throw your hands in the ayerrr!! I'm not excited for the normal reasons of getting plastered, high, and pregnant, but I won't go into that now. If you're thinking "I'm a really great friend of Tasha's, but I don't know what to get that sweet angelic girl," here are a few top notch ideas:
A boyfriend
A Honda shadow
An industrial soft serve ice cream machine
A desire to work out


A bit of sad news-Sharon has stopped taking ambien. No more conversations about nonexistent pet cats, eating popcorn like a lizard, telling my friends that frozen burritos and mac n' cheese are my favorite foods, exposing who her favorite child is, or texting gibberish to random people.
RIP Ambien.


Mother Nature has been a real bitch to me these last few days. I had a cavity filled, my piercing got super infected which caused my piercing to get embedded in my ear, I got a cold, my dear old period stopped by for a visit and I'm working a night shift. I want everyone to know that among these hardships, I am remaining positive, and I turn to Annie for comfort, (talk-sing this) "the sun will come out tomorrow, bet your bottom dollar that tomorrow there will be sun."


Well guys its been supa flyy chit chatting with y'all. LOL. #fun #party #summa

what a day.

today was the definition of not great.

I was about to get in the shower when my phone rang.  It was my neighbor calling to tell me that my brother was having a seizure on the driveway. I rushed outside to find him completely unresponsive and multiple neighbors surrounding him looking horrified.  Piecing together the story from different people I gathered that he was riding his bike when his seizure started.  He fell and hit his head on the concrete where he had a huge gash. One neighbor was on the phone with 911 and a few minutes later an ambulance arrived, followed by a firetruck, followed by two cop cars, and finally the K-9 unit.  There was no shortage of personnel there.  The EMTs attempted to put a neck brace on him which freaked the poor kid out.  {After a seizure, Cayden doesn't know where he is or what has happened so having a bunch of people touching him and poking him didn't go over well.}  It took a sedative and four paramedics to strap him down to a board and get a neck brace on him.

 During this, I was being bombarded with questions by a very good looking paramedic with a mustache, is he a diabetic, history of strokes, any allergies, medication?  Too bad I had no make up on, no bra and my hair looked wet because it was soo greasy :(

After what seemed like a lifetime he was loaded in the ambulance and headed to the ER.  I was told to drive separate so I ran downstairs put on a bra and grabbed some shoes. I met my mom and dad at the hospital where Cayden was.  The doctor ordered a CAT scan to make sure that his head was okay from his fall.  Three hours later he was cleared to go home, thankfully everything was okay:) 

{Cayden in the ER}



I am so grateful for the neighbors and caring friends who rushed to Cayden's aid.  I can only hope as he goes away to college that he will be surrounded by people who are willing to help keep him safe.  I love this kid more than anything I want for him to be able to live a normal life without worrying about seizures.

 I hate epilepsy. 

decisions

which is worse?

living with rejection or regret?





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