Learning the truth isn't always easy. The part I'm having trouble with is not having anyone to blame for the way I feel. I keep thinking that if somebody was responsible, it would be easier to cope with, although I know that it wouldn't change anything.
I'm mad at myself for being naive and I'm frustrated with the sudden changes that have been thrown at me. I'm coming to terms that I need to let it go, but it's much harder than I ever imagined. Things will never be the same, and that is incredibly hard for me accept.
